I have had a fairly terrible couple of days. Things have been stressful and confusing and I’m not exactly coping well with it all. On top of that all, Caleb went in for a phlebotomy yesterday and they have gotten his red blood cell count back to a normal 44% which is fantastic. However, it remains to be seen how quickly it goes back up again. Still, it should hopefully ensure that he stays well until I get back from the Gay Games, which is all I really wanted. But having him in hospital and now at home recovering is just added stress to the already stressful times.
Apparently, I have been very angry lately but I had really no idea that I was. Now that it has been pointed out to me, I guess it has been a reaction to the stress I’m currently under, but I need to work on curtailing that and being more pleasant to be around.
I must admit I am looking forward to heading off to Germany in 3 weeks time. It will be a lot of stress getting everything ready to go, but I am well and truly ready for a vacation.