Last night, after I went to bed, my ex snuck out and packed up the car. This morning before I had gotten up, she left the house without saying goodbye or even sending a farewell email.
You see, my ex’s new girlfriend arrived into town today and because I made it quite clear she wasn’t welcome in the house whilst I am living here, they are staying elsewhere. I have no problem with this, besides the whole this is the girl she cheated on me issue. But leaving without a farewell after a 10 year relationship and a 12 year friendship when I am moving to Germany on Friday, well that was just a low act.
To say I’m upset is an understatement, I’m fucking pissed off. It feels like she has taken our friendship and relationship and thrown them in the trash like they mean nothing. If we weren’t talking, I would understand it but last night we had a rather friendly and civil conversation about stuff and I honestly thought that after getting some space perhaps there was a chance we might be able to be friends. After this, I’m really not sure. How do you forgive someone who treats you like this? Can you ever forgive them?